I Don’t Want Easy, I Want Crazy. Criminal Minds; Hotch/Reid Chapter 1.

Fancied writing about Spencer and Aaron so i wrote this briefly. Copied it from my Fanfiction page directly:


Hey guys. I really fancied writing a Hotch/Reid story after reading by Fates Apprentice. This story is completely unplanned and written straight onto the document page. I normally plan and write everything by hand but this idea was asking to be written. I will NOT harm the characters, any of them. I strongly object to character bashing. Especially rape and abuse. Not going to happen. Not sure where this is going but i’d like some direction if you have it.

The title is working progress and i happened to be listening to the song at the time of writing this.


CS Lewis said "Affection is responsible for nine-tenths of whatever solid and durable happiness there is in our lives."

Aaron Hotchner and Spencer Reid had been through some pretty traumatic scenarios in the past but this last "scenario" was definitely the worst. The team had been working a case of abductions on young men in the DC area when Hotch and Reid had gone to an abandoned town house, only to discover that Reid was definitely a viable victim for their unsub and the Unit Chief was just an unfortunate bystander.

"FBI." Aaron shouted, his boot pushing against the door with force, watching as it fell from its hinges with a crash. Spencer had his weapon aloft, following his boss loyally as they worked through the dimly lit rooms methodically, calling out as they went along.
"Cl-" The young Doctor began but was unable to finish the sentence when a strong hand clamped other his mouth and then all he could smell was the sting of something that smelled like… Oh no. Chloroform. His legs grew weak as he tried to fight the effects, knowing all too well how quickly he would be rendered unconscious and how there was no way he could counter the chemical.

"Reid?! Reid?" The older agent shouted, looking through each room again, checking faster than he had done before. ‘Hotch’ got more worried as he cleared each room, coming to an unintended stop as he felt his legs being swept out from underneath him. The last thing he saw was his youngest agent laying crumpled in the corner before the chemical claimed him too.


3 days passed with little contact from their unsub. They were both locked in a small underground cage, surrounded by fortified steel. They were both provided with 2 meals a day, simple ready cooked meals but they would have to do. They were both held captive in the same room and Aaron was just glad that neither of them had been abused or… worse. Spencer, however, wasn’t holding up like he had been trained. Hankel had clearly done a lot more damage than they’d first thought. He was sat shaking, clutching his knees as he rocked slightly. He kept his eyes on his superior, trying desperately to believe they were somewhere else. He also hadn’t slept. He himself had managed to get a few hours rest, laid against the wall. Reid took another shuddering breath and he couldn’t take it anymore. The kid would drive himself crazy. I have to help him.

Doctor Reid tried to calm himself down. He knew that Hankel was dead and that Hotch wouldn’t let anything happen to him. He’d secretly been paying more attention to their Unit Chief. No-one on the team was aware but he’d never really had any kind of romantic involvement so he wasn’t really sure how to define his own sexual orientation; not that he needed to. There had been a moment. Hotch’s hand had gently brushed his own while passing out a case file and something in him changed. The brief feeling of skin on skin contact with his boss had triggered the release of dopamine in his brain and from that day he struggled to diagnose the reason behind it. Aaron opened his arms to the younger man, watching carefully as the other man laid against his chest hesitantly, taking a deep calming breath. ‘There it was again; the dopamine’. Reid thought to himself while breathing in his boss’ scent. Even after 3 days Hotch still smelled like his cologne and something less distinguishable. Something uniquely… Hotch.

Aaron wrapped his arms around the other man, trying not to enjoy the moment. Since Haley had divorced him he’d been more withdrawn than usual but Reid was the only one who had bothered to check up on him regularly. He’d always admired the youngest member of his team. He was the youngest member to join the FBI yet he knew more about the world than any of the people in his department. He’d never been hung up on sexuality but he only cared about the individual he had feelings for. Right now it was hard to deny his feelings for the young man. He’d always felt a little bit vulnerable when he was with Reid, like he saw through his hard-guy exterior and knew the real man behind the career. Aaron ran his fingers through the Reid’s hair, separating the tangles that had formed gently, hoping to relax the individual. Eventually he heard the deep breathing of the man he was protecting and he was satisfied that he was finally sleeping.

"FBI, drop the gun or we will shoot." Rossi shouted from down the corridor where they were being held. Hotch thought he could hear him but didn’t want to get his hopes up. He knew all too well that after long periods of being held hostage the person in question started to hear things. No. That was definitely gun shots.
"Reid, wake up. The cavalry has arrived." He whispered quietly, trying to wake him without startling the sleeping man. That plan was shattered, however, by the sound of a heavy door being kicked open forcibly. Agent Rossi appeared, looking slightly panic-stricken as he hurried to open their cell. Reid was woken abruptly by the other agent freeing them. He huddled closer to his boss. It was all over. Atleast physically.


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Like Pieces In Their Place (Criminal Minds, Chapter 1)

I know, 3 blog posts in 1 day. It’s craziness, i tell you. Anyways, I’ve just finished the first chapter of my first ever fanfiction for Criminal Minds. Here it is if you care to read and review. I’m English and would love an American i could consult so my continuity errors are kept to a minimum.

 

Chapter 1: 264 hours

"The last refuge of the insomniac is a sense of superiority to the sleeping world." – Leonard Cohen

Morgan glanced at his watch as he sat at his desk, reading a case file but not actually taking any of it in. It was 8:58 am and Spencer Reid, resident genius, was nowhere to be seen. Usually Spencer was in by 8am on their quietest days.
"Hotch, have you seen Reid? He’s normally here by now." Morgan asked after he had entered his Unit Chief’s office. The analytical agent watched as the older man looked up from the same case file; the murder of 2 internet sensations at the same convention. Aaron Hotchner was pulled from the case by the young doctor rushing in from the elevator, mumbling apologies as he hurried to his area, knocking his case files to the floor; dropping to his seat clumsily.

Jennifer Jareau watched on as Reid lost his composure after trying to write the same sentence 3 times. Something was certainly off with the youngest member of their team. JJ waited for Morgan to notice Reid’s arrival and would immediately make sure he was okay. She’d been observing Morgan and Reid and had noticed that they were getting closer during their last few months within the bureau. First it was the occasional basketball game that Morgan’s friend dropped out of at the last minute (as if the man man had no other friends he could take) and Spencer had also just happened to be free that night (he was always free so why didn’t he agree to go out with them more often?) The occurrences had been growing in frequency during the last few weeks and lately their physicality with one another seemed to also be on the rise.

It appeared as though neither of them had even noticed they were doing it. She got up from her desk and crossed over to their youngest agent.
"Reid, you really don’t look so good. Maybe some rest at home would be good for you?" She asked, bending down to retrieve his papers from the floor. She already guessed that he would decline so she gave Derek a meaningful look. The other man gave her a nod of understanding and helped Spencer to stand up straight. Morgan tried to ignore the way Reid was shaking and the purple bruises under his eyes that had been steadily darkening.
"Maybe if i went home to just sleep for a little while, it might be beneficial to my work. Did you know that the longest you can stay awake is 264 hours or 11 days. It was tested in 1965 when…"
"Yes Spencer. We understand; sleep." The older agent interrupted him, rolling his eyes playfully. Leave it to Reid to use statistics to illustrate that he was tired. Morgan got the feeling that no-one would take Spencer seriously without the cold hard facts to back his youth up.

Everyone in the department was watching as JJ collected the doctor’s papers for him and Morgan tried to manhandle him from his seat. Unfortunately for Reid he worked in the profiling department of the FBI and everyone had noticed his downward spiral since his ‘problem’ with dilaudid. He had been constantly turning up agitated to work and flustered like he’d just got out of the shower. He’d also been drinking near enough dangerous amounts of coffee and rarely seemed to eat anything. The saddest part, Morgan thought, was that Spencer had turned hostile towards his friends and the adorably awkward doctor they all knew and loved. That part hurt Morgan the most; the sarcastic eye-rolling, the glares and the hostile retorts. It was very different to the young man now. He looked vulnerable and slightly adorable, like his old self.

Morgan quickly dragged his thoughts back to the realm of the appropriate work colleagues. He felt Reid latch onto his waist and he did all he could to manoeuvre Reid back to the elevator. He surveyed their co-workers while they waited and noticed that Hotch had also left his office to see what the commotion was about. Hotch had been different since his divorce from Haley. Morgan had been the first to notice but the others the others had sensed something was wrong when he had started to sleep at the office. He seemed to be paying a lot more attention to Reid since Gideon’s disappearance a few months prior. The elevator doors opened and Reid dragged himself in, clinging to the bar inside as if his life depended on it.

Getting Reid to his car was definitely an interesting experience. He continuously scratched his arm; nervous. Spencer fell asleep half way back to his apartment, head resting on the window of the passenger seat. When they had stopped at a red light Morgan took time to watch the young agent’s chest rising and falling. Sleep had evidently taken hold of him for now. Derek was beginning to feel guilty about the way he’d handled the Hankel case after Reid had been allowed to leave the hospital. Sure, everyone had looked after him at work and had been constantly checking up on him; but no-one went home with him to make sure that away from their watchful eyes (where he knew to keep his true feelings hidden) that he was doing okay. It was in that moment, watching the other man sleep, that Morgan decided he would call JJ and tell her he was taking the day off to look after Reid.

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The Host (Movie) Personal Review (book by Stephenie Meyer)

Just as a quick note, I’m reviewing this personally, so this is what I thought of it. There will also be no spoilers just a general overview of the plot.

The Host is a book by Stephenie Meyer, author of the Twilight books. It is a stand alone book which I haven’t read yet but might do now to see whether the film is different to the film.

The plot follows the story of Melanie Strider, a surviving human during the ‘colonisation’ by alien souls. Without ruining the story, an alien soul finds herself in a human camp and the head Alien lady tries to track her to the remaining humans.

I’ve seen that a lot of film review websites have slated this so much. Rotten Tomatoes even gave it 10%. I think this is seriously unfair. The film is VERY well made in my point of view and the actors were faultless.

I really enjoyed it and was very touched by the story, portrayed by all. I think there is a subtle moral here. The head alien lady said they took over because “they were killing their planet and themselves” which to a degree I agree with.

I give the story 80% because it was very good although some parts were longer than I thought they needed to be. Actors were good, enjoyed the story, enjoyed the locations used. All good really! :)

One thing; it’s a 12a but I think it’s slightly too romance based and deeply thoughtful to engage younger children. My sister is 12 and she really loved and understood it.

Overall; 80% :)

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OOTD with AspireBeautyGuru

So my sister Aspire.BeautyGuru and I are going into the city to shop and see The Host by Stephanie Meyer. This is what we look like; :)

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I challenge YOU

So I got an App on my new iPhone called Lift. It’s free and this is by no means an advert.

Anyways! On this app you select things to do each day and ‘check in’ to say you’ve done it. It’s a very social experience too but I’ll do an app review some time.

One of my lift daily tasks is “write 3 positive things about yourself. This is where I challenge YOU. Yes, you. I think you’re awesome and should join in too. Post your response in the comments or on your own blog and link me.

Me:
1) I’m pretty good at singing.
2) I help people out wherever possible.
3) I try to compliment people regularly.

There. that wasn’t so difficult. what are YOU awesome at? :)

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Machinima Partner and Criminal Minds.

So i have finally started writing regularly again and after all of my Glee fanfiction i myself was shocked to find my passion lied with writing Criminal Minds. As you guys saw i started watching it a few months ago and am steadily making my way through the Seasons on LoveFilm. (Which i am quite enjoying, by the way.) I’ve nearly finished my first Chapter of this new story which i have called “Like Pieces Into Place” which is a direct quote from All Too Well by Taylor Swift. polyv

By the way this image features the words “You called me up again just to break me like a promise” which is the line that is a few lines down from the title i chose, plus Polyvore is super cute!

Onto my next topic: Machinima!

For those of you who don’t know then Machinima are an organisation on YouTube who pretty much manage all of the good gamers that YouTube has to offer. I have just started uploading “proper” XBOX 360 videos to YouTube in the last few days and have decided that if i could get a thousand subscribers and an average of 2k views per video in the last 20 videos then i think it would be pretty cool. What i’m trying to say is that i’d love for you guys to subscribe or pass my channel on to anyone you know that might like to watch. From one blogger to another. Thank you.


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Criminal Minds Season 1–Pilot

wallpaper_criminalminds_1024x768Firstly i just want to say i know NOTHING about this programme and i’m reviewing it personally, so everything is my own viewpoint. The first episode starts with an lady IM’ing a man (red flag already?!) about test driving a car that seems to cheap to be true. (second red flag). Soon we learn this IS too good to be true (as we guessed) and the lady is promptly kidnapped. We are then introduced to a professor of some kind who is lecturing on Criminal Psychology and how to identify traits in killers or criminals from their past crimes. He seems past his time (sorry but i thought so) so we assume that he was once a profiler and possibly settled for teaching.spencer

It then becomes apparent he was on leave because of something that happened on a job and the wrongfully interviewed “killer” points out he tried to give his friend CPR and kept going until he broke his ribs. (Obvious attachment to dead individual) I don’t know why but i feel a strong connection with the “Young Genius” who is with the behavioural unit within the FBI. Call it my inner geek. He is a very intriguing character because of his high IQ and his ability to reel off facts that link to the current crime.

The story of the first episode is interesting although personally i got a little lost in the middle of the story although towards the end i got back into it. I enjoy these kinds of programmes and watch Castle, Bones, Covert Affairs, ETC. So i am merely comparing this to other crime programmes i have seen.

I liked the first episode a lot and the basis for the characters seem to be established although little is known about the other characters. I assume this is because our FBI profiler turned lecturer, turned profiler again is meant to be the main character. The whole episode was a bit dark though, very strange. Adds to the ominous feel.

Worth a watch!

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